"You must learn to love yourself before you can love others."

I just need to be alone right now. I can't handle the pressure to be perfect. Although you don't pressure me or expect me to be perfect, when I'm in a relationship i believe that i should be giving my all. Not just a part of it. I wish i could stay and be dedicated to you, learn more about you, and maybe even love you. But I can't. It's not fair to you and i wouldn't be staying true to myself. I care about you so much. Don't think it was easy letting go because it wasn't. I haven't even completely let go yet. You're every girl's dream guy. You're generous, extremely caring, funny and handsome. In the horrible state I'm in now emotionally, i don't think that i deserve you. You deserve a girl that could love you unconditionally and make you happy. Yeah I made you happy but I just have way too much emotional baggage to be in a relationship. There's a lot you don't know that has happend in my life. Yeah I look like im happy all the time and i have the perfect life. But that's not the case. I'm still stuck in the past. I have a wall up in front of me that is not letting anyone in. Maybe one day in the future i could be that girl that could make you happy again, but just not right now. I guess we just had bad timing. I'm just emotionally unstable. I hate admitting that but its true. I need alone time to clear my thoughts and heal myself from everything. I need to find the real me.