ℒℴѵℯ♡
Monday, October 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Together forever
I can be the worse boyfriend at times, I can repeatedly do stupid shit over and over again and show that I don't deserve this girl. What can be seen from this is that I DONT learn from my mistakes. But that can't change what I feel inside.
Now that I've realized the consequences of my actions and words, I feel like shit and theres nothing I can do because what was done is done. I can only hope it's not to late to fix the damage Ive done.
She was my first love, the first girl since starting of highschool, and what I feel for her is far superior from that. People tell me I have the "First Love" and there is plenty of other girls that can "Get me" like she does but I beg to differ. She is special and has been for the last 9 months of my life and if I could see this girl more than a few days every half year, she would understand just how much I love her.
Now that I've realized the consequences of my actions and words, I feel like shit and theres nothing I can do because what was done is done. I can only hope it's not to late to fix the damage Ive done.
She was my first love, the first girl since starting of highschool, and what I feel for her is far superior from that. People tell me I have the "First Love" and there is plenty of other girls that can "Get me" like she does but I beg to differ. She is special and has been for the last 9 months of my life and if I could see this girl more than a few days every half year, she would understand just how much I love her.
It sucks to be in a battle you know you are going to lose. Who would you trust? Some person you met once or friends you see regularly....
I just hope that with the time we've spent together May 21-22, you can see how much I love you and care for you.
Forever and Ever
Forever and Ever
Friday, July 30, 2010
One big fight is just a small fraction of our lives, lets not let it take over the love we have for one another.. and keep pushing on
Love you baby♥
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Only she can...
Off in my own world, sleeping its 5am in the morning. The sun is rising and I'm sound asleep... then I hear buzzing.... still asleep more buzzing my eyes start to twitch...more buzzing ...eyes are open but still high off my sleep ...more buzzing K WTF! ...its my phone and I'm about to rage because when I wake up in the morning its hard for me to fall asleep again. So I reach out for my phone, smack my phone with a heavy hand and see that I have like 20 new messages... This can only mean one thing, my girlfriend. Anyone else I would rage but she's an exception because shes worth all my time even if its at 5am <3
STAY TUNED for more bf hacks!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
3:40AM Can't sleep..so tired
Damn, I haven't been up this late in a while...eek going to wake up at like noon k kim blog kim blog stay focused.. clearly TARDING out right now can barely keep eyes open so forgive me if there are numerous grammatical errors
There isn't one day I don't think about you, every morning I wakeup roll over to smack a few buttons and see if i got a new msg from you :)
When I'm on Facebook, I creep you ...don't know how i swear i don't do it purposely i just end up on your page somehow
I hope you having sick dream right now because you love to dream, can't wait to hear about it in the morning
I feel like I just wrote an essay even though when i wake up i will realise i wrote 4 sentences. I TRIED s'all that matters right?
Pew pew
Goodnight baby <3 I love you
WOOOOOW CEPT NOT! PUNCHING KIRBY o--(^_^o---)
WAIT WHAT MORE???
(^=.=^) (^=.=) (^=.) (^=) (^) (^ ^) (^) (=^) (.=^) (=.=^) (^=.=^) SPIN KITTY
LOL took me 30 minutes to write this? im so embarassed
There isn't one day I don't think about you, every morning I wakeup roll over to smack a few buttons and see if i got a new msg from you :)
When I'm on Facebook, I creep you ...don't know how i swear i don't do it purposely i just end up on your page somehow
I hope you having sick dream right now because you love to dream, can't wait to hear about it in the morning
I feel like I just wrote an essay even though when i wake up i will realise i wrote 4 sentences. I TRIED s'all that matters right?
Pew pew
Goodnight baby <3 I love you
..forever and ever
WOOOOOW CEPT NOT! PUNCHING KIRBY o--(^_^o---)
WAIT WHAT MORE???
(^=.=^) (^=.=) (^=.) (^=) (^) (^ ^) (^) (=^) (.=^) (=.=^) (^=.=^) SPIN KITTY
LOL took me 30 minutes to write this? im so embarassed
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Stages in a Relationship
- The chase. The stage where you get to know the person & grow to love them. You talk to them constantly & text them. They’re usually the last person you talk to before you go to bed. You wake up to goodmorning texts from them & they’re on your mind throughout the day. As you two grow closer, you learn more about each other that makes you fall even deeper in love with them. Their flaws aren’t really flaws to you & everything they do just makes you light up. You guys share the same taste in music & do cute things for each other. You try to impress one another & I bet your friends tease you two about getting together.
- The facebook status change. So it’s official. Facebook official. You two are now “In A Relationship”. Congratulations ! Your friends “like” it & comment on it. Don’t even deny that you like the attention. Admit it, honeymoon days & the pillowtalk stage is great. (;
- Comfortable. You guys have reached a level of comfort with each other. You stopped trying to hard to impress one another & gradually you grow so accustomed to them if you’re a girl you lose the need to doll up & look your best every time you see them. Sometimes you may miss being single. It’s weird, when you’re single you want to be in a relationship but once you’re in one you sort of miss being single. You miss the freedom & now you’re responsible for another person’s feelings. But you shouldn’t feel that way constantly, or maybe you just can’t settle down.
- Those stay-up-all-night-soul-crushing fights. You two have your first real fight. It was bound to happen eventually. Usually it brings you two closer because like they say, those who fight still care for each other. Those fights will either cause you to break up, or if you two endure, your love for each other will grow stronger & more secure. You realize the other person isn’t perfect, or exactly how you thought they were, as you become even more entwined in their life, but you love them despite your expectations.
- The grass is greener on the other side syndrome. There comes a point where you wonder if someone else could make you happier. If there’s someone out there that will connect to you better or love you better. The thing is, when they get you, most guys stop doing the things they used to. You miss how hard he would try & the cute things he’d do. It seems like he’s not putting in as much effort as the other guy who does cute things for you but face it, those insignificant things are nothing compared to the love he has for you. When a guy truly loves you, best believe you have his heart in the palm of your hands.
- Long term. Maybe it’s 6 months, or maybe it’s a year. But when you two have made it so far together that you’re considered long term, that’s an accomplishment because most couples around this age only last a few months.