sept 21,09

these are the times when i really appreciate my bestie. she's always been there for me and supports me and truly understand me even more than i do. right now i jus feel liek everyone else i've trusted has let me down. no im not saying im always right and bla bla bla. im just saying that im dissapointed and sad. No one wants to see my point of view. beleive it or not i really do try to see everyone's point of view. Sometimes it just doesnt make sense and that is why i snap. people dont even know the whole story and they automatically assume all im thinking about is myself. its sad knowing that one of ur best girls that you've once trusted 100% is now someone u cant even look at cuz u know ud start breaking down. and theres the boys too... i just dont get how one minute someone can care so much and want you so much and the next its like they dont give a shit. i havent been so sad in such a long time. i know things will get better sooner or later but for now, i'm out.