Friday, July 30, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Only she can...
Off in my own world, sleeping its 5am in the morning. The sun is rising and I'm sound asleep... then I hear buzzing.... still asleep more buzzing my eyes start to twitch...more buzzing ...eyes are open but still high off my sleep ...more buzzing K WTF! ...its my phone and I'm about to rage because when I wake up in the morning its hard for me to fall asleep again. So I reach out for my phone, smack my phone with a heavy hand and see that I have like 20 new messages... This can only mean one thing, my girlfriend. Anyone else I would rage but she's an exception because shes worth all my time even if its at 5am <3
STAY TUNED for more bf hacks!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
3:40AM Can't sleep..so tired
Damn, I haven't been up this late in a while...eek going to wake up at like noon k kim blog kim blog stay focused.. clearly TARDING out right now can barely keep eyes open so forgive me if there are numerous grammatical errors
There isn't one day I don't think about you, every morning I wakeup roll over to smack a few buttons and see if i got a new msg from you :)
When I'm on Facebook, I creep you ...don't know how i swear i don't do it purposely i just end up on your page somehow
I hope you having sick dream right now because you love to dream, can't wait to hear about it in the morning
I feel like I just wrote an essay even though when i wake up i will realise i wrote 4 sentences. I TRIED s'all that matters right?
Pew pew
Goodnight baby <3 I love you
WOOOOOW CEPT NOT! PUNCHING KIRBY o--(^_^o---)
WAIT WHAT MORE???
(^=.=^) (^=.=) (^=.) (^=) (^) (^ ^) (^) (=^) (.=^) (=.=^) (^=.=^) SPIN KITTY
LOL took me 30 minutes to write this? im so embarassed
There isn't one day I don't think about you, every morning I wakeup roll over to smack a few buttons and see if i got a new msg from you :)
When I'm on Facebook, I creep you ...don't know how i swear i don't do it purposely i just end up on your page somehow
I hope you having sick dream right now because you love to dream, can't wait to hear about it in the morning
I feel like I just wrote an essay even though when i wake up i will realise i wrote 4 sentences. I TRIED s'all that matters right?
Pew pew
Goodnight baby <3 I love you
..forever and ever
WOOOOOW CEPT NOT! PUNCHING KIRBY o--(^_^o---)
WAIT WHAT MORE???
(^=.=^) (^=.=) (^=.) (^=) (^) (^ ^) (^) (=^) (.=^) (=.=^) (^=.=^) SPIN KITTY
LOL took me 30 minutes to write this? im so embarassed
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Stages in a Relationship
- The chase. The stage where you get to know the person & grow to love them. You talk to them constantly & text them. They’re usually the last person you talk to before you go to bed. You wake up to goodmorning texts from them & they’re on your mind throughout the day. As you two grow closer, you learn more about each other that makes you fall even deeper in love with them. Their flaws aren’t really flaws to you & everything they do just makes you light up. You guys share the same taste in music & do cute things for each other. You try to impress one another & I bet your friends tease you two about getting together.
- The facebook status change. So it’s official. Facebook official. You two are now “In A Relationship”. Congratulations ! Your friends “like” it & comment on it. Don’t even deny that you like the attention. Admit it, honeymoon days & the pillowtalk stage is great. (;
- Comfortable. You guys have reached a level of comfort with each other. You stopped trying to hard to impress one another & gradually you grow so accustomed to them if you’re a girl you lose the need to doll up & look your best every time you see them. Sometimes you may miss being single. It’s weird, when you’re single you want to be in a relationship but once you’re in one you sort of miss being single. You miss the freedom & now you’re responsible for another person’s feelings. But you shouldn’t feel that way constantly, or maybe you just can’t settle down.
- Those stay-up-all-night-soul-crushing fights. You two have your first real fight. It was bound to happen eventually. Usually it brings you two closer because like they say, those who fight still care for each other. Those fights will either cause you to break up, or if you two endure, your love for each other will grow stronger & more secure. You realize the other person isn’t perfect, or exactly how you thought they were, as you become even more entwined in their life, but you love them despite your expectations.
- The grass is greener on the other side syndrome. There comes a point where you wonder if someone else could make you happier. If there’s someone out there that will connect to you better or love you better. The thing is, when they get you, most guys stop doing the things they used to. You miss how hard he would try & the cute things he’d do. It seems like he’s not putting in as much effort as the other guy who does cute things for you but face it, those insignificant things are nothing compared to the love he has for you. When a guy truly loves you, best believe you have his heart in the palm of your hands.
- Long term. Maybe it’s 6 months, or maybe it’s a year. But when you two have made it so far together that you’re considered long term, that’s an accomplishment because most couples around this age only last a few months.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
IM BACK!!
Sup guys?!?! It's been a LONG while since I been on this thing. Well, since I'm done school and had nothing better to do, I changed my layout! It's so cute in my opinion! Took a while to spruce it up :) Anyways, so today I went shopping with my rents. Haven't done that since.. last year or something. How sad. It was nice! My parents and I parted ways because they took so damn long in the jeweler store. So I just decided to go off alone :) I was honestly expecting to go on a major shopping spree and get a whole bunch of shit! Sadly, nothing even looked appealing to me. I got one pair of hollister shorts. I went to abercrombie and tried on two really cute tops! Everything fit perfect cept for my BOOB area. Sheesh design sumtin for women with a figure! So, that was dissapointing indeed. and NO im not gonna go one size up for it to fit my boobs. Did that last time. The bottom part of the top was way to big on me. Regret buying that :( SO YEAH i went to Aritzia thinking FOR SURE i will get something... nope.. nothing appealing sheesh! So since i was dissapointed with ONE item bought.. i decided to just go back to hollister and buy another DARK pair of jean shorts.. BUT THEY WERE GONE!! All the sizes were big sizes. And I'm a size 0-1 SHEESH CAPISH. So i left. I was kind of sad I only came home with ONE thing. Oh wells, i predict shopping tomorrow !! Different mall though. I got tons of stuff on my wishlist! Now that school's over.. I'm back to my shopaholic ways! ;)
Thursday, July 1, 2010
"It's the worst feeling in the world, to love and hate someone all at the same time. and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on, you're stuck right there where you first started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide on what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is watch them drift farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back on how things used to be without comparing it to how things are now... knowing that things are different, and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it."